Everything is a learning experience!

I used to have many negative thoughts and i started thinking of suciding when i was in primary 4... PRIMARY 4 can u believe it ?!?!?!?


sometimes when things are not so smooth i will still think of suciding... jumping from this building? DUN WAN LOR! my paramedic frend told me he hate to collect the body of the person who sucide casue its kinda creepy to move the body casue he say he can hear the bone cluck cluck sound... OMG! jumping looks sucks cause the bone will be smash and no more shape left... the casue trouble to other ppl too... so NO WAY TO JUMPING!

Drowning seems another easy way cause water go into ur lungs u cannot breath then 3-5 min later u die! BUT, wa lao 3-5 min cannot breath very uncomfortable and human body instinct will auto try for help... some more i got diver frend say he hate to collect body from water casue its heavy and it looks horrible cause the body will be bloated... he prefer to go difuse water mine lor... and those water in singapore so dirty... see the rubbish in the picture... OMG wat is clean and green? i forget liaoz...

and some more ppl who sucide in singapore i think the government will cane the body... OMG! i die cause the enviroment around me cause me to do it and u still wanna cane me body... my fault that i want to die and i know its wrong... but if i got happy life y i want to die?

i hope i can live till old then die in sleep also dunno y ba... like tat no pain and should have contributed to the fucking society! if, singapore go into a war, i might sign on to to front line ba... take a parang knife chiong front line... die for the country... LOL siao rite? now 21st centuary liaoz still take parang knife... LOL! take sar-21 shoot lar! but must make sure i shoot a few b4 i die... cause singapore population small... if singapore goes to war, must first calculate how much to kill b4 u can die... how to calculate? just take the (fucker country population/singapore NS men population) easy rite? then every time if got many decimal place, just round up to the next whole number!

I must be crazy to blog this... hope i'll turn normal again... as for now, just keep myself busy and try out my new lifestyle to broaden my circles! i wasted too many years in front of the computer and making myself anti social... so i must get to know more ppl now...

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Ha! play with me lor! so fucker if u got ball to play with me make sure u have the other ball to continue hor... dun fuck off half way faggot! i will make sure its fun then making u regret! CCB!